[Y]inzhien ::I say my story::

I'm here to share an annual activity of Mara Junior Science College Serting...
It's called 'Program Gemilang',
to motivate the students to get flying colours in the following year's SPM or PMR.
And I? I am facing SPM next year...



*The Preparation for Program Gemilang 2009...

I am worried. Seriously.
Many things have to be prepared.
The Girls Scout Camp is going to held on 11th August 2008.
All of us are going. All the Chinese girls.
I wondered why Miss Emmy and Puan Zuhana chose all of us.
All the Chinese girls. 5. All going.
I still remembered that time. The other Indian girls are discussing about this matter.
Of course they will feel unfair.
Besides the Indians in Ajks, only Arthinee is chosen.
I will feel unfair too, if i were one of them.

And suddenly,
I am involved in the preparation of the camping.
It already became a habit for me to meet Miss Emmy that often.
Asking this and that. I have no experience at all.
I am a member of Red Cresent Society in former school.
Not a girl scout, having zero experience at going camp.
Because I haven't chosen to any camping before this. Not even PUSAKO.
Everything had to start from zero.

I am a bit shocked when Maisara told me her decision.
She's not going. OH my god! @_@
Having health problem, mummy's permission as factors, she is not going.
But she promised that she will be with me till the last second of preparation.
But it seems like not real at all.
Friends are excited when they are talking about the camp, but I'm worried.
It only left 1 week before we are going for the camp.
Preparations zero. Kawat kaki zero. Malam kebudayaan zero.
Everything's like rubbish. like shit.
I have to become the leader of Kontinjen Serting at Caravan Park, Taiping during the camping.
My friends are like "You have to have the power of a leader when you talk!" , "Maisara conducting the preparations here? What will happen when we are in Taiping? You shall start conducting here!", "Wah, yinzhien menyuarakan pendapat for the first time~"

Why don't they try to become leader, standing in my position and, think?
Maybe they will be different.
Let them use their wisdom and think,
how to archieve Top FIVE in the Girl Scouts Camp for all MRSM in Malaysia.
I just hope everything will be alright. Pray to God.

An ACEF picture done by myself :)

I can't eat even more.
That is the 1st time, i am throwing away my food in the silver tray.
I can't bear to finish it.
I feel like want to cry.
Am I supposed to be thankful to tiang for telling me the matter?
Now only i know that our friendship, for years, can't even withstand a pose.
I knew that i didn't deserve to hold the pose.
I just shifted to Girls Scout for my Uniform Unit, from Brassband.
And that was the 1st meeting, i got the pose.
But I can also said, " What you want to say?
They chose me, in a formal meeting, then? That's everybody's decision!
Then what are you saying for?"
I am seriously annoyed by the matter.
The next day, I'm meeting Weinie, in 5 Ibnu Jarih.
The funny guy Kamal is there.
I asked Weinie, What will you do when you are not agreed by other people when you are holding a pose?
Weinie said, "You will not ask me if you are not facing this matter right?"
I nodded. I told her the whole thing, nearly cried.
Kamal was beside us.
He kept on asking what happened to me, we said nothing.
"Alah~ Tan... Break up jerr... Carilah yang baru..."
Oh my God~ Am I looking like a person who lost my love? Faint~
Weinie asked me to be strong.
She said that each leader will probably have someone who doesn't like them and disagree about that. That's normal and just try to face it.
I will try my best. I promise.

I never seen Shi Hui like that.
She's crying, but I'm not sure it's joy or sadness or touched...
That night, 5th July.
Her birthday.
Yein Rou, our friend in Mansor, spend nights collecting friends' letter of birthday wish,
then decorate them beautifully,
then it becomes that pretty gift box on shi hui's bed.
Shi Hui is crying, but at the same time smiling.
I can say that she is very touched by the gift,
as that is what i did when i receive birthday card from Chinese Society AJKs.
But that was years ago.
I can say that Michelle is a bit jealous too~
Sometimes i feel like it's not fair for Michelle.
Her birthday is on 18th December, holiday.
I sincerely wish Shi Hui will keep this birthday memory forever in mind.
Happy birthday Shi HUi...

Yup... Mara Junior Science College.
This is the place i am living everyday right now,
experiencing my happiness, sadness, suffering...
Or what so ever...(Like what Miss Emy says...)
I like MJSC Serting very very much...
Could you imagine nearly 600 people is surviving in that compound, erm, less than ??km square?
There is no parents, or siblings with us...
We experienced homesick, illness, frustration...
And we have to face it by ourselves.
We have to solve problems ourselves, take care of ourselves,
and basically,
live our own life, by our own.

That is why i am writing,
my story in Mara Junior Science College Serting...
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