[Y]inzhien ::I say my story::

I can't eat even more.
That is the 1st time, i am throwing away my food in the silver tray.
I can't bear to finish it.
I feel like want to cry.
Am I supposed to be thankful to tiang for telling me the matter?
Now only i know that our friendship, for years, can't even withstand a pose.
I knew that i didn't deserve to hold the pose.
I just shifted to Girls Scout for my Uniform Unit, from Brassband.
And that was the 1st meeting, i got the pose.
But I can also said, " What you want to say?
They chose me, in a formal meeting, then? That's everybody's decision!
Then what are you saying for?"
I am seriously annoyed by the matter.
The next day, I'm meeting Weinie, in 5 Ibnu Jarih.
The funny guy Kamal is there.
I asked Weinie, What will you do when you are not agreed by other people when you are holding a pose?
Weinie said, "You will not ask me if you are not facing this matter right?"
I nodded. I told her the whole thing, nearly cried.
Kamal was beside us.
He kept on asking what happened to me, we said nothing.
"Alah~ Tan... Break up jerr... Carilah yang baru..."
Oh my God~ Am I looking like a person who lost my love? Faint~
Weinie asked me to be strong.
She said that each leader will probably have someone who doesn't like them and disagree about that. That's normal and just try to face it.
I will try my best. I promise.

I never seen Shi Hui like that.
She's crying, but I'm not sure it's joy or sadness or touched...
That night, 5th July.
Her birthday.
Yein Rou, our friend in Mansor, spend nights collecting friends' letter of birthday wish,
then decorate them beautifully,
then it becomes that pretty gift box on shi hui's bed.
Shi Hui is crying, but at the same time smiling.
I can say that she is very touched by the gift,
as that is what i did when i receive birthday card from Chinese Society AJKs.
But that was years ago.
I can say that Michelle is a bit jealous too~
Sometimes i feel like it's not fair for Michelle.
Her birthday is on 18th December, holiday.
I sincerely wish Shi Hui will keep this birthday memory forever in mind.
Happy birthday Shi HUi...

Yup... Mara Junior Science College.
This is the place i am living everyday right now,
experiencing my happiness, sadness, suffering...
Or what so ever...(Like what Miss Emy says...)
I like MJSC Serting very very much...
Could you imagine nearly 600 people is surviving in that compound, erm, less than ??km square?
There is no parents, or siblings with us...
We experienced homesick, illness, frustration...
And we have to face it by ourselves.
We have to solve problems ourselves, take care of ourselves,
and basically,
live our own life, by our own.

That is why i am writing,
my story in Mara Junior Science College Serting...
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